July 2010
29 JULY 2010 "How Will I Change The World..."
I believe in philosophy will. Not necessarily mine, but in general terms. My personal brand is existential-moral nihilism, which is to say, live to the fullest extent, and don’t let societies rules keep you penned in.
There are many people who hate the way I think and ideas I agree with. I don’t agree with the concept of religion, even though I was a Catholic. I believe that religion...
I write like Cory Doctorow →
25 JULY 2010
Well now. Got audited today. Nothing too scary for me.
In other news…I have work tomorrow. Sucks.
Tired, per usual.
I really want to start writing again. Got some crazy ideas that need to be down and on paper.
Missing her. I do believe that one Mr. Denny got it right:
There is nothing as capable as the power of love to affect positive changes in your life and elevate your existence...
“Zuko: For so long now I thought if my dad accepted me, I’d be happy....”
– Related to my life.
“One final paragraph of advice: do not burn yourselves out. Be as I am — a...”
– From a speech to environmentalists in Missoula, Montana in 1978 and in Colorado, which was published in High Country News in the 1970s or early 1980s under the title “Joy, Shipmates, Joy.”, as quoted in Saving Nature’s Legacy : Protecting and Restoring Biodiversity (1994) by Reed F. Noss, Allen...
22 JULY 2010
So. School is almost done. I think I’m failing both of my courses. I really don’t understand why I am, seeing how I’ve taken both of them before. Oh well. I kinda want to pursue a degree in law enforcement….like being a border patrol agent.
Pretty tired today. Debating on going to in-service, versus calculus.
Turns out calc won out.
Talked to her today/tonight. Longing...
20 JULY 2010
So I go this letter…
“Dear Tallboy,
Thank you for the Wal-Mart card, I’ll tell you that I’ll use it for school supplies, but we both know I’ll use it for candy and Nerf guns. Thanks for being my buddy and putting up with my girliness, you’ve been a great friend. :)
Love,
Cobra Commander”
Well now. I was fine up until the second sentence....
13 JUL 2010
So. Finally talked (sort-of) to them. One Facebook, one text.
No prompting on my part. Which…is…nice…?
Although, lunch was awkward, because I kept my tongue and mulled over my impending crisis of my life, which is nowhere closet to being resolved. I’ll bite the bullet on this one. Yes. I admit fault. Crazy.
Now, whether anything comes of the albeit sparse conversation,...
7 JUN 2010
So…New books. New blank ones too. New glasses. New problems.
Test tomorrow. Not ready. Fuck me.
Quiz tomorrow. Not ready. Kill me.
Gonna stay up late to play games instead of studying.
Hungry. Need to eat. Two packets of ramen don’t cut it. Considering Taco Cabana. Don’t think it’s going to happen. Going to bed hungry again because we can’t buy food.
Bound to...
6 JUN 2010
So…I planned on getting a Nexus One phone, marketed by Google. However, with my plan, I would have to tack on a $30 data plan charge. Lame. Counter-however, the internet delivered an option worth considering. Block the data on the phone. Then just use the wifi around town.
Went to school today. So tired. Gonna buy some stuff. Gotta study for a calc test. Lame.
Got bitched at while at...
